I know, I know, I talk way too much about dating, but it's just so much more fun to talk about than work, and those are the only two things I really have going on right now.
Last night I went to DB's house. He grilled chicken on the grill while I made the salad and while we both drank sam's oktoberfest (yuuummmmm). It was a beautiful night and we sat on his deck and jibbered while we ate. Talked a little about our past, how he couldn't believe he was still talking to me because of what he did two years ago (told me that he, basically, loved me...but was going to try to work things out with his LT girlfriend...who moved just this past May/June).
I forgave him, but at the same time, I need a fresh start. I'd like to get to know him instead of being just a long time aquantance.
So...after we cleaned up dinner, we stood on the deck and looked at the clear sky and stars for a while, and kissed. It was actually pretty perfect. I know I could have stayed longer and nothing would have really happened, but I left not long after that. My brain is still talking way louder than my heart on this one. And also, he needed to be told that last night counted as night #1...those nights when I was left under his false pretenses do NOT count as dates. FRESH start, plus....he's never had his time to be a bachelor...ever...and i'm just so tired of being Mrs. right now. I'd rather be left alone completely.
We'll see
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