Well, let's just say last night was a testament to everyone who knows someone who's going through a divorce. Being a good friend is one thing, but keeping physical or emotional attraction out of the picture is decidedly the best way to proceed (as well as with CAUTION!)
SO MOVING ON...
"The lake" is coming up this weekend already and I couldn't be any more ready for it. A group of the best friends I've ever had, my sister, lots of beer, swimming, reading and relaxing. And the weather is going to be awesome.
TONIGHT...
I have a date :) we are meeting at the Waterbury mall. I have no idea what to expect. He's very quiet over the phone and email, but he is a guy. I'm just hoping its amazing and spectacular and that I feel butterflies and warm fuzziness all over. that's a lot of pressure for a first date, I know, but i will take what I can get.
I'll update my breathless audience tomorrow on all the happenings of my night.
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Monday, August 27, 2007
Has it happened?
It's been so long since I wrote last, but would like to start up again. My life has changed completely in the last year. I bought a condo on my own. Began a new and wonderful job. I've become very satisfied with my life as it stand and am completely confident that I am were I am supposed to be at this time in my life.
My sister is thinking about starting a family this fall, both an exciting and almost unreal event. Most of my friends are either married, engaged, living with their significant other or have recently found someone new and loaded with incredible amounts of potential.
I've met countless men and guys, both jerks and sweethearts, over the last three years and none have come close to what I want or need. Some "superficial" things that the person I end up with should have, such as a bachelors degree, a career, little or no baggage (mental or physical), looks, charm, sense of humor, desire for a family, a positive family life...umm...and I could continue, but I think it's clear what I am essentially waiting for.
At this time, I am more or less seeing one person(SBM), just met another (smitten), and am apparently still in the eyes of a few others, some that had chances that they did not take (DB), others hoping to have theirs...
I leave all my thoughts, desires and wishes to the plan that's been laid out for me. It will happen if it is meant to happen, with whomever it's meant to happen with, when it is time. And I'll know exactly when and where that moment is the second I fall into it.
Has it happened?
My sister is thinking about starting a family this fall, both an exciting and almost unreal event. Most of my friends are either married, engaged, living with their significant other or have recently found someone new and loaded with incredible amounts of potential.
I've met countless men and guys, both jerks and sweethearts, over the last three years and none have come close to what I want or need. Some "superficial" things that the person I end up with should have, such as a bachelors degree, a career, little or no baggage (mental or physical), looks, charm, sense of humor, desire for a family, a positive family life...umm...and I could continue, but I think it's clear what I am essentially waiting for.
At this time, I am more or less seeing one person(SBM), just met another (smitten), and am apparently still in the eyes of a few others, some that had chances that they did not take (DB), others hoping to have theirs...
I leave all my thoughts, desires and wishes to the plan that's been laid out for me. It will happen if it is meant to happen, with whomever it's meant to happen with, when it is time. And I'll know exactly when and where that moment is the second I fall into it.
Has it happened?
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